I'm at a point where I'm not sure what to do or what direction I'm going in. Several opportunities are being tossed my way and I have taken advantage of every single one. I just wonder where all this is leading me, what is my purpose in life? What am I supposed to do? I need to start praying more seriously for guidance and direction for my future. I need to begin to practice my art everyday. I need to understand that failing is always a lesson learned and that several before me have experienced the same thing. I need to stop underestimating myself and be strong and secure in what I know and what I'm capable of doing.
I'm just so overwhelmed and I'm using school and work as an excuse for why I'm not getting out there and shooting.
I need and want this so badly.
Jesse, the best we can do is try to be accepting of these feelings but not let them wield us and let them stifle our glorious human ambitions. Maybe it's time you try something different- just something little. You might be stuck in a routine right now... even with shooting. You're probably bored. Stir the water up, change your positioning. It doesn't have to be something massive. If you are always looking at life, your skills and opportunities the same way you are always going to see the same things. You can pray all you want- and that is a good method of clear internal conversation, but you are going to have to expand to find answers and fulfillment... through action and experimenting with life's equations. YOU are the one that changes things for yourself :) And you know you are capable. <3 I hope you feel better and more motivated soon. Much love.
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